OK, so I’m going to try and be positive when writing this
blog. Here is what is going on, this is
going to be me unscripted: I am shaking
right now in heartache, it took all I had to recover out of bed this afternoon,
I finally left my apartment at 11 pm and now I’m back, writing this and listening to U2, not wanting to face
tomorrow. I hate this feeling of being
paralyzed and not snapping out of this.
I’ve been through many break ups but this one really kicked me in the
nuts! I have never felt this broken and it
was my fault, I did this to myself. I am
the cause of this feeling….I read something yesterday, it said “A heartache is
like a broken rib, everything seems fine from the outside but inside every
breath hurts.” Wow, that’s me!!! I have pushed away everyone who has ever
loved me and I hate myself for it!
I have to change, I have to, I can’t live like this one more
day. I need redemption!!! I want to be a better person so bad, I want
salvation so much, “just say the word and I shall be healed.” I just want to tap my heels! I remember one of my favorite movie quotes is
from Vanilla Sky, when Penelope Cruz’s character says “with every passing
minute is another chance to turn it all around.” I wish it was that simple.
I will rise above this somehow and be stronger and better
from this. I want to make right to
everyone I hurt or at least the ones I can apologize to. In the meantime, I will try to be funny in
Tulsa in a couple of weeks, I wish it was sooner.
Take care -
Danny Keaton www.dannykeatoncomedy.com
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